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[20 Jun 2006|12:54pm]
[ mood | sad ]

the sadness fills my heart.

another life has terribly been cut short. geneva was a beautiful soul. she had a brilliant smile and a smart mind. her presence lit up a room. she was a terrific clarinet player and one of my good friends. she will be missed. i will never forget her.

Geneva Sue Benskin
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December 4, 1989-June 18, 2006
my wonderful geneva...
such a beautiful soul...

(1 remarque | remarque)

[14 Jun 2006|09:24pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

i'm officially a UCA student. i went to SOAR this last weekend and got everything set up. i'm taking four classes. i've decided to have a math major. i'm so happy. i get to move in on Aug. 20th. it's going to be great. my room mate is Kayla Baker. i don't know her but i'm eager to meet her.

soooooooo happy........:does happy dance:


(2 remarques | remarque)

[22 May 2006|12:56am]
[ mood | restless ]

oh wow. sorry i've been away so long.

i've finally graduated high school. i'm working at little caesars again until i move to conway to go to college. i miss my friends from school. i actually kinda miss school itself too. i think i've got insomnia.

this whole real world thing sucks. i want to go back to being a student. a kid. you know what i mean.

okay, well comments are appreciated. oooooooooo....:points at wonderful new icon: i've found a new show to obsess over. it's called 'Numb3rs' and it comes on CBS. i have fallen in love with David Krumholtz and Rob Morrow. in that order. hee...



[08 Apr 2006|12:05pm]
[ mood | content ]


[07 Apr 2006|01:54pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

well howdy there. sorry i haven't been on in forever. i got a lot of things on my plate right now. work, school, band, band, band, work, school, family, friends, graduation, college plans...all that jazz. right now i'm chilling in my school library. not really supposed to be updating but i don't care. today has been great...the band+bubbles+outdoors+light sabers+a lot of stress=FUN!!!!! no details, for safety's sake. i'd love to stay and chat but i gotta go. comment please.

au revoir, mon amis.


[22 Mar 2006|09:11pm]
[ mood | tired ]

well, shockingly, nothing of great importance has happened lately.

scratch that, i almost forgot. my dad got a new puppy. a german shepherd named Jasmine, Jaz for short. she's a nine week old, ten pound ball of trouble. this is the sweetest puppy ever. all she wants in the world is a full belly and a shoe (or finger) to chew on. i look in her eyes and i see a pure soul. i find it sad that i'm not going to see her grow up cuz i'm going to be leaving for college in a few months. i'll definitely be back enough to keep up with her.

:hugs Jaz: i love this little ball of fur.

(1 remarque | remarque)

[18 Mar 2006|12:51pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

hey, well, it's spring break and i actually have a few seconds to put down a few lines.

this week is full of holes and unfinished plans. so here goes my semi-complete schedule of the next week.

today- work
tuesday-dr.'s appointments and running random errands
wednesday-meet up with autumn and place flowers on heath's grave
thursday-maybe hang out with dee or sleep

this isn't counting when i have to work.

i have no life.

(3 remarques | remarque)

[12 Mar 2006|05:02pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

hey i'm still alive if anyone cares. i just keep forgetting to update. my life's been really stressful. school and work and band and friends and family equals me going into panic mode. i can't wait til graduation. it's only 60 days away. then it's off to college. it's really scary. i can still remember thinking about how scary high school was going to be as a sophomore. now i'm going to COLLEGE. at least i'll amanda and argy. love them both.



gakked from luna [22 Feb 2006|11:18pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Level 7 (Violent)Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

(2 remarques | remarque)

[19 Feb 2006|10:44pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

okay to anyone who cares (not many people do)...i'm a happy lil wolfie. :prances in the ice and snow:

i spent all day today outside in the ice and cold. my dad found a sheet of plexiglass and i slid down the hill in my yard about a billion times. so what if i'm 18? it was a ton of fun. well, it was til i hit that tree that showed up out of nowhere. i just laughed though. i haven't had that much fun in a long long time. i'm going to do it again tomorrow cuz i ain't got no school. it's a rare occasion when the schools close for snow and ice in arkansas.

:sighs happily:


[11 Feb 2006|10:07pm]
i feel like crap so bad. today has sucked. i didn't go to work cuz my stomach was feeling so bad. i feel bad cuz it's only my third day but i couldn't go in. well, i'm tired so i'm outta here.

:whimpers and lays down:


[08 Feb 2006|05:51pm]
[ mood | sick ]





:sneezes and coughs:


[06 Feb 2006|01:13pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i'm sorry that i got so mad at you. i didn't mean what i said about not speaking to you ever again. i'll try to stop getting so mad at you all the time. sometimes though you just make me feel so frustrated by your insentivity and your blatant cold-heartedness. i guess your not the sister i grew up with. you're different but now you need to realize that i'm different. i'm not your baby sister anymore. i'm an adult and i have opinions of my own. i'm about to go to college and i'm going to need your help. so are we ok? call me. tell argy i said hi and that i love her too. i love ya.


p.s. pet priah maria, cookie wookie, razzle-dazzle, and isabella mae for me. love you all. bye. :-)

(1 remarque | remarque)

[05 Feb 2006|10:29pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

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1. One thing you like about me:
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3. Put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.


[02 Feb 2006|08:12pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

The Rain
by: Me

Wash away the depression...

Wash away the pain...

Wash away the sadness...

That's written all over my face.


[02 Feb 2006|07:34pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

well, these past few days have gotten me pretty depressed.

my entire school is in shocked b/c our Coach Welch died Tuesday afternoon in a car accident. i didn't really know him but i heard that he was a good man. he had three daughters, all sophomore and younger. i can't even imagine what they're going through right now. to lose you father like that must be the worst feeling in the world. the funeral's tomorrow and even though a lot of people i know will be going i wouldn't feel right being there. the only real connection i had with him would have been seeing him in the hallways and the fact that he was my best friends track coach and her little sister's art teacher.

well, i just ask that you keep his family in your thoughts. they aren't doing well at all. i guess that's to be expected. :sighs and rest head on paws:

(2 remarques | remarque)

[31 Jan 2006|06:44pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

awww...:sniffles and wipes away a tear:

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[30 Jan 2006|08:46pm]
[ mood | content ]




:perks ears and bounces happily:

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[29 Jan 2006|10:11pm]
[ mood | too many to say ]

i have a weird feeling that i need to express myself really soon. there's this poem bubbling in my brain that i just can't get out. it's like the opposite of writer's block.

:scratches head:

(6 remarques | remarque)

[27 Jan 2006|05:24pm]
[ mood | excited ]


I'M A HAPPY LIL WOLFIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:does happy dance:

:) :) :) :) :)

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